Etsuko Sohma

Today, I have finally realized that I have gone into depression again. The last time was also summer but of last year. I wasn't ready to accept the fact that I was in depression again. But just recently, all my friends have been telling me that I'm "more" sad. Usually I give off a happy vibe I suppose but I guess even through the internet, it shows. I guess 2 months being alone does make a difference. Feeling empty... eating to fill up the emptiness. I probably gained a lot too... About 5 minutes ago, I finally let everything out although I still feel like screaming. Can't scream because my brothers are here... So many things can change..