Long Time No Talk
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It's been such a long time since I wrote in here. How long has it been? 2 months?
I have been so busy worrying about myself that I totally forgot about expressing my feelings on Blogger. Not many people read my blog and I'm glad for that. That way, my friends won't be able to know what I've really been through and in their eyes, I can remain the little "simple-minded" girl that doesn't complicate things but make things sound a lot easier than they are.
I am very complex and not really that "simple-minded."
I fell in love many times, I never thought that this time, it can hit so dreadfully...
I love him... terribly but I know that he doesn't feel the same way.
My 8th grade friend, Mercy, has been asking me who it is. How am I suppose to answer her when I'm not sure how he feels about me? This feels terrible and I hate it. Who doesn't?
He's in my academy and graduating on June 26th. What do I do then? I told Michelle about my problems but I know that she has her own problems too. I don't want to bother her anymore. This is stressing. I wonder why I couldn't just forget about him and go on with life? At least right now, I still know hot to smile and I think that matters the most =)
Anyways, summer is almost here.
I feel happy somehow... Oh yeah!
I have been so busy worrying about myself that I totally forgot about expressing my feelings on Blogger. Not many people read my blog and I'm glad for that. That way, my friends won't be able to know what I've really been through and in their eyes, I can remain the little "simple-minded" girl that doesn't complicate things but make things sound a lot easier than they are.
I am very complex and not really that "simple-minded."
I fell in love many times, I never thought that this time, it can hit so dreadfully...
I love him... terribly but I know that he doesn't feel the same way.
My 8th grade friend, Mercy, has been asking me who it is. How am I suppose to answer her when I'm not sure how he feels about me? This feels terrible and I hate it. Who doesn't?
He's in my academy and graduating on June 26th. What do I do then? I told Michelle about my problems but I know that she has her own problems too. I don't want to bother her anymore. This is stressing. I wonder why I couldn't just forget about him and go on with life? At least right now, I still know hot to smile and I think that matters the most =)
Anyways, summer is almost here.
I feel happy somehow... Oh yeah!
