Etsuko Sohma

I think this is the first time I may have posted twice on the same day. Having your father laugh and tell a joke in your crying face when your serious... is this the reality you people want? Not the typical tv reality... the real one. I think I can cry the whole week just remembering my father laughing at my face. Especially when your mother doesn't really care. All she does is get angry at your face.

Today... I just realized just how many people I can really rely on. Just one. If I can be reborn again, I wish I was anything but a human.

It's been so long since I've had such a immature fight with my brother. As always, it's always him that has the worst attitude and temper. Apparently, he's up to new tricks as to spitting and pulling my internet connection. I'm at the end of my patience. I cannot be calm anymore in this house. This dungeon. I want to leave.