Sick?
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Something is terribly wrong with me. I do not know what though. My head keeps getting dizzy and it hurts all the time. It hurts when I ｌｅａｓｔ ｅｘｐｅｃｔ ｉｔ ｔｏ ｆｒｏｍ ｗｈａｔ Ｉ ｋｎｏｗ． Ｒｉａ ｓａｙｓ Ｉ ｇｏｔ ｌｏｗ ｂｌｏｏｄ ｐｒｅｓｓｕｒｅ， ｌｉｋｅ ｈｅｒ． Ｈｏｗ ｄｏ Ｉ ｈａｖｅ ａ ｌｏｗ ｂｌｏｏｄ ｐｒｅｓｓｕｒｅ? I don't know myself but I'm getting worried. My bones hurt all the time. Sometimes, I even think I'm hallucinating. Could it be? I think I'm going crazy. Maybe I shouldn't have done all those "sleep late at night cause I love to read" nights. Could I still have the sleep deprivation?
Yes, I had sleep deprivation and my parents never knew about it. I kept it a secret. From what I remember, my chest was in deep pain. Like it was about to explode. I didn't know what to expect and I found out that I can't sleep. I was on the computer, late at night, doing whatever that I thought of doing at that time. I can't remember it now. Now, that I think back, I know that it was because of depression. My chest hurts, too many thoughts, sleep deprivation.. depression. How do I know? I almost made a report on it but then, felt no need.
Right now, I feel like my head is about to burst. I feel sick to the stomach and yet, I don't feel that way. Are my hormones messed up? My cells are tangled up is some kind of mess? My brain was being ambushed? I do not know but I don't want to know. I don't want to know. Inside, I know that I'm denying the fact that I'm sick and I need to see a doctor. Maybe I have mental issues for all I care. Oh wells, Happy lunar day =)
中秋节快乐
--Joyce H.
Yes, I had sleep deprivation and my parents never knew about it. I kept it a secret. From what I remember, my chest was in deep pain. Like it was about to explode. I didn't know what to expect and I found out that I can't sleep. I was on the computer, late at night, doing whatever that I thought of doing at that time. I can't remember it now. Now, that I think back, I know that it was because of depression. My chest hurts, too many thoughts, sleep deprivation.. depression. How do I know? I almost made a report on it but then, felt no need.
Right now, I feel like my head is about to burst. I feel sick to the stomach and yet, I don't feel that way. Are my hormones messed up? My cells are tangled up is some kind of mess? My brain was being ambushed? I do not know but I don't want to know. I don't want to know. Inside, I know that I'm denying the fact that I'm sick and I need to see a doctor. Maybe I have mental issues for all I care. Oh wells, Happy lunar day =)
中秋节快乐
--Joyce H.
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