I am really HEART BROKEN this time...
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I have been really busy and should be doing my science projects but I find that, my heart doesn't want to move right now...
I am really sad, sad that I should forget, give up, and feel this... feeling.
I don't want to be sad. I want to be cheerful, to match my name, to match my true self... but my true self is ugly....
I want to cry but... with so many people around me, cheering me on, smiling at me, how can I cry?
They did not know that the world has ended for me, they do not know that my heart is gone, they do not know anything...
I want to go, go freely and with no regrets. I want to see more and learn more from my mistakes, but I can't do that without a heart. My heart has been broken into little pieces that you can't even see it and that's why my heart is gone. I don't know what to do anymore...
I am tired, let me go...
I figured that this light is too bright for me... too bright, too cheerful, too sad....
What can I do? I have family and friends that smile all the time and here I am, looking all cheerful on the outside but actually really empty inside.
Can I actually give up?
Without him, it's like a end to me, end to my life, end to my love.
How can I keep on loving my friends and family without him?
I may sound emo but inside, I am just heart broken...
Who can heal my broken heat?
2 comments:
Well stress has been on our shoulders lately... I feel the same way but when your in the matter of love sickness.. things take on a different matter. I know how you feel, and you'll have those once in a while suicidal thoughts, but when your summer comes.. You'll say that you're too bored. Life is uneven and your that broken scale. You'll soon get fixed... so just live your way.
duntwurry joyce. sometimes lifes like that . just let go , and look away from it. i know how you feel . buht if you think about it , we are all young, and there are more pplt o come in life ,hes just wun pityman that cant appreciate you ; so overlook him , and find somewun new :] & even if you think that you cant live without him , remember that HE is the wun that hurted you , believe in yurself, and yull get over it
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